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BLACK HEART AASHIQ is the name of my blog, I gave to myself, it symbolizes a part of my life, my experience and breakup, and the most important thing which I learnt from my shortcomings.
“There is no punishment, more painful than the one,
that is meant to break your heart and still fight in the dark...”
Every single word of this title has a meaning in my life,
which I would like to share with everyone who would read this post…
BLACK symbolizes mystery, darkness, fear, depth, and remorse,
but what I saw in the black,
was the void, which came after, when my biggest fear came alive,
fear of losing her, fear to live a life without her,
it happened, and all I had to stop this, was my love towards her,
but, that wasn’t enough after all,
So the void, the emptiness, captured me,
after this last set back of my life,
All pain left in my veins,
Disappointment, in every breath I took,
Burden, in every step I took,
for me, the world had stopped right,
at the moment, I asked her to leave, the only addiction I ever had…
I felt numb, with nothing left in the world, to keep me interested in,
I went to a physiatrist, who declared me sane, and told my dad,
“There is a man with potential but no symptoms, that needs, any depressive attention”
That is when I understood the fact, I m alone in my void,
and I m the only one who shall deal with it,
which led to the problem, that the void,
was never created by me, so I had no control over it, which I still don’t have,
but, for a reason I m glad, I know how the void works,
Once you have fall in this void, your life can never be back,
darkness grows as stress and loneliness till your days last,
and, at last, the void would cause your extinction, of your so-called life,
in the devil’s way, I saw a deal,
Get out of the void, in exchange of what is left, by you,
So I settled the deal and lost my broken heart into the dark,
to fear every change that comes in my life,
and dive in a life of chasing light, in the deepest sea,
to hear beats of my heart, from the dark void,
I have in the place of my heart,
And that is why BLACK HEART, It is…
AASHIQ is a person who been in Ishq,
and Ishq is often considered as love,
and so aashiq becomes lover as google says it,
but, to me, Ishq is purer than love, it’s more like true love,
and aashiq is the man,
who leaves the world aside when in love,
and cares that you might break if he holds you tight,
who worships you, like there is no god’s fear,
to whom all that matter, is his true love,
but, black heart aashiq is the man,
who still loves you a lot, knowing you cursed him with tears…!
I KNOW, THE TITLE, BRINGS A BIT SADNESS AND PITY OVER THE BLACK HEART AASHIQ…BUT, FROM WHAT I HAVE EXPERIENCE TO FAR IN MY LIFE IS:
“NO MATTER HOW MANY TIMES YOU FALL, ALWAYS STAND UP…CAUSE IT IS ALWAYS BETTER TO LIVE ON YOUR OWN, THAN, ON TO OTHER.”
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