I don’t know if everyone has this phase or not,
but, that’s something which knocks my door, a lot…
The first time, it happened when I was a kid,
daddy asked his son,
What would you be, when you get young?
That was the first time, I was actually stunned,
Cause nothing I ever wished for, was practically possible,
I wanted to be, an eagle, so could fly like a real thing…
I knew there was a term as the pilot, but flying like that was never a thing,
It always looked boring, as far as, I can remember it,
But, as I said earlier, daddy wasn’t looking for that kind of answer,
So, I said a soldier, cause that was what, coming on television,
Daddy was happy, while I was confused,
I mean, I did liked shooting, at that time,
But, that doesn’t make you a soldier, you could also be a gangster…
Apart from family, I was in many relations,
which were full of allegations,
But, talking honestly, most of them were actually true,
and I was being blamed for the reasons, that I can’t deny to,
Like when I was asked to stay, I couldn’t wait,
When I was asked to believe, I couldn’t trust,
But, when i asked to leave, I left, to which I regret every day,
Still, that’s something I wouldn’t change,
Cause God gave us free will,
So I was with you, till you had the will to love me,
and I wouldn’t change my will to love you till the end of time,
Cause I don’t need your permission or denial,
It’s my free will, by the god’s desire…!
COMING TO THE POINT OF POST, BEING AIMLESS IS NOT A CRIME…IT IS THE TIME WHEN YOU GET TO EXPERIENCE LIFE…WHEN YOU UNDERSTAND WHAT YOU ARE AND WHAT YOU DESIRE…
AT LAST, I WOULD LOVE TO QUOTE MYSELF…
“Being aimless is the phase when you actually start aiming for yourself!
Sometimes you need the question to find the answer.”
